It is the last hour of 2010 and I am sitting in the passenger seat thumbing this post.
The last 24 hours have been an apt reflection of what this year has been like for me; full of ups and downs, reactions and insights, conflicts and resolutions.
I am happy to say that I am at peace.
Tonight we opted to escape the new year madness and, after driving around for 90 minutes, Patrick and I created our own magic.
We decided that having kebabs and Champagne by the quiet shores nearby Melbourne's shipping docks would be the perfect way to end a perfectly imperfect year. And indeed it was - though we did swap the bubbles for organic orange juice.
With the clock ticking, the new year is but a few minutes away. Can a project dated 2010 continue into 2011?
I have decided not to answer straight away. I am taking a few days off and let the new year settle into my bones. Whatever I decide, be rest assured that I will let you know.
As midnight draws nearer, all I feel now is enormous gratitude. Thank you for lending me your ears and giving me a voice. Know that you have been instrumental in putting Humpty Dumpty together again.
This greatest reveal of Project Grace 2010 has been that my mojo was never lost. It was simply buried under years of emotional garbage, which took 9 months of regular trips to the dumpster (aka blog) to eliminate.
I feel stronger, clearer, focused and committed. There is structure, strategy and security in my renewed optimism.
Until next year, eliminate your emotional garbage regularly so that your mojo is within easy access.
PS. Have an amazing 2011. May it be full of love, happiness and exciting goals that will challenge and reward you. Don't be shy to embark on your own personal project and share it with the world... or at least me :-)
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